Future self

When was the last time I put an entry here? I am not sure what happened to me and to my life. Each time I look back I have some decisions that I hoped that I thought wisely that I weigh my options more. Now I am in a position of losing something very important to me. I never thought that this will end like this. I pray every night to guide me with every plans, every steps that I will do. I don't know the future what I know is that those mistakes that I had in the past are not suppose to happen again, not anymore.

Maybe if I will read this post few year from now I will ask myself what is this post about. I think it is better not to go into detail so I won't be feel the pain that I feeling right now.

So future self: You are okay don't worry every thing will be just fine.