Future self

When was the last time I put an entry here? I am not sure what happened to me and to my life. Each time I look back I have some decisions that I hoped that I thought wisely that I weigh my options more. Now I am in a position of losing something very important to me. I never thought that this will end like this. I pray every night to guide me with every plans, every steps that I will do. I don't know the future what I know is that those mistakes that I had in the past are not suppose to happen again, not anymore.

Maybe if I will read this post few year from now I will ask myself what is this post about. I think it is better not to go into detail so I won't be feel the pain that I feeling right now.

So future self: You are okay don't worry every thing will be just fine.

XXV

A lot of things happened in my life now. I am not a student anymore I finally graduated form college well four years ago haha. i can't imagine how time flies so fast without me noticing it. Now I don't know where to start this entry. The last entry I had was about me continuing the journey/ dream to be writer. Well years after I am still not a writer though I still want to be one someday.

I am still hoping to be good at writing especially my grammar. I know I have a lot things to learn and a lot of things to remember. Sometimes I think Shakespeare's words were not the typical grammar anyway he made his own words and during his time some people don't like him, so maybe I could be the same - don't care about the grammar or comma or whatever, as long as the message is still the same. what do you think?